Tuesday, October 31, 2006

First step...


Ah...Just took another step; this time into the world of blogs. Found this to be a good vent :-) for things sometimes said, sometimes not. Was never sure if I would ever blog, but here I am in this uncharted territory and for the reasons still unsure. Just that feelings are sometimes so elusive to yourself that you don't know what you are going through

Well before I go along, something about myself, having done my graduation in IT and now in this profession for more than five years, am still not sure what and when got hooked on this world of abstraction. May be its since the day I got to write my first program while was about 10 years old or a few years before that when first sighted this computer and bombed the operator with so many questions that he had to finally force me away.

While in school, tried to run away from this machine but found myself coming back for more. Have no regrets at choosing IT over Armed Forces where was selected to be a commissioned officer, no regrets of leaving big brand colleges for this...Just a feeling of satisfaction, enjoying work I like best

Back to where I started, what to blog....
Here, there's nothing but plains thoughts, unedited - sorry minimal editing, direct... just that they are still incomplete... Still needing another step

There is an enormous amount of incompleteness in all I do and write...Not sure why this is so, may be for me life's still incomplete, lot of hollowness all around... May be.... I once had a thought on this... Of what little I still remember

I would love to have
something somewhere
just incomplete
cause incomplete
is life, this very breath
incomplete this line, this ....