Want for light

Its dark at this hour of night. Its just not the night that's dark, its more than that. It encompasses my perceived vision, my thoughts and my steak of hope. What I have heard for just that thing asked - is a laugh, a smile or are you crazy.

life's not been a roller coaster but still there are a lot of apprehensions, lot of inhibition and they do not go easily - adding to that darkness I see. Or should I say what all I don't see. I have colored glasses on and I don't want to take them off. I love what I see and want to believe the same. Its funny - I know am wearing glasses but then want to live with them anyways....Crazy ways.

Cant go down, cant go up, its a virtual stagnation of emotions. Ah... Me , but why do I pity myself - I only choose this ; nobody asked me to. Cant blame you or anyone for that matter, its just me and I need to get out of this labyrinth; Need to get out of this emotional rut.

Need to force myself to throw those glasses away- to face the light - of whatever is there, may be just the moon and stars - but yes need to face it. Need to resurrect all over again and learn from the phoenix. Need to see the light but for now the glasses are still on and they have a hope. The same colored light will shine, a streak will come to dispel the gloom.

Hey light, hey life - are you listening...There.

The Gang was here...again

After a long layoff - I am back to writing here. Had something to share and write beyond the mundane daily-grind. Had a sort of reunion with friends from my college days, some I had not met for over a year, the notorious gang which could just go to any extent and I am sure still can...

As we all started to gather, the first person to be there was LKT(Harish) with his fiancee Tina and must confess they make a nice couple... not sure how this dud landed with such a girl - just kidding. Harish is one of the very good human souls that you would love being with...atleast I do. Enjoy buddy.

Amidst our babble, bombed in Gangu(Rajdeep Ganguly). He was there with Sharmista(his wife) whom again I was meeting for the first time after their marriage at the end of last month. As is usual, we ditched him by first promising and then canceling our trip to Kolkatta for his wedding. Again - Happy married life to you Gangu.

Soon the other members of the gang trickled in - Raveesh, Ladoo, Dey with Maneet(She was one of our college juniors), Priya with Mona(her sis), Ankit with Anjali(his wife) and their beautiful little daughter and again we started our babble, went for dinner and then for a stroll to India Gate, and as is the norm the topic had to be me at the end and my .... . (Not to be shared in public yet) I am at it folks... wish me luck. I need that badly.

Ah...an evening rekindling all the bitter sweet moments, an evening so nice and alas it had to end... it was short but sweet. Will touch on this topic soon... Adieu