Sunday, December 24, 2006

Want for light

Its dark at this hour of night. Its just not the night that's dark, its more than that. It encompasses my perceived vision, my thoughts and my steak of hope. What I have heard for just that thing asked - is a laugh, a smile or are you crazy.

life's not been a roller coaster but still there are a lot of apprehensions, lot of inhibition and they do not go easily - adding to that darkness I see. Or should I say what all I don't see. I have colored glasses on and I don't want to take them off. I love what I see and want to believe the same. Its funny - I know am wearing glasses but then want to live with them anyways....Crazy ways.

Cant go down, cant go up, its a virtual stagnation of emotions. Ah... Me , but why do I pity myself - I only choose this ; nobody asked me to. Cant blame you or anyone for that matter, its just me and I need to get out of this labyrinth; Need to get out of this emotional rut.

Need to force myself to throw those glasses away- to face the light - of whatever is there, may be just the moon and stars - but yes need to face it. Need to resurrect all over again and learn from the phoenix. Need to see the light but for now the glasses are still on and they have a hope. The same colored light will shine, a streak will come to dispel the gloom.

Hey light, hey life - are you listening...There.

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