Sunday, March 25, 2007

A Short Winter- Long wilderness

Time is the only thing that is at premium these days. Since the last post here, things have happened and lot has changed...and are still changing. Harish got married and flew back. Priya too tied the knot and is waiting to fly back and of all people Dey decided, this was it and too got married, in a decision taken in those small winter months.

The gang had a lot of activity in this short winter; winter that really wasn't. For me it was just wilderness. Lost away in search of the elusive talk, word and moments of solitude. Things are still hazy, still clamoring for that bit of clarity. Its a mess of thoughts and feelings, looks like its here to stay, least it can win a few moments for itself.

Ah... do I have something to write about...may be not, may be its all forgotten within this short pan of winters. This time the winter was too dry, too plain just monochrome or it was just me who did not want to see any other hue.

Have a lot to say to certain people in life...maybe, just dont have that guts, to confess. Know that inspite of the distances - means are there but yes my fingers dont let me dial the numbers and my lips refuse to speak. Breaths sign with the load, its heavy but yes dont have the will to offload the weight. I need to carry it further, carry it for some more time.

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